pagi ini matahari melambat. aku mulai berjelajah dengan angan. aku agak melow dari kmarin2, mungkin karna harus berpisah dg depok tercinta; jika waktu bisa diputar, jika pintu kemana saja doraemon itu benar2 ada, jika aku bisa terbang. yaa, anganku mulai tinggi. kuhabiskan waktu di pagi hari ini dengan secangkir energen (sebenernya pengen ke warung beli sarapan tapi takut melar!)
Belakangan banyak hal yg aku pikirin, aku kepengen ini itu, ada masalah sm si ini si itu, *pusing hampir mati. huuufft.. kalo aja hidup ini bs dipermudah, masalah selese dg sendirinya tanpa repot jadi kepikiran.
makin lama makin ga sehat nii,, aku kok jd curhat.. >,<
inti dr tulisan ini sebenernya cuma mau ungkapin kalo aku berat ninggalin depok dikarenakan ketergantungan sm seseorg. jadi ngelantur kmn2.. yaudalah,, semuanya mesti dijalanin, dhadepin, santai tapi pasti..

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oooh

[Verse 2]
I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oooh

[Interlude]
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home


nii jg kerennn,, sumpahh,, hehehe

Stay with me
You're the one I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy

Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But i cant tell you from the drugs

Don't let go
Well dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole
We'll both go

You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

I wish you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry you swear it you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

(Ohhhh)
(Ohhhh)

(take me) I need your help
(so far away) To pull me up take the wheel
(take me) Out from me
(so far away) Out from me

(Take me) If only you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) The stranger next to me (To pull me up take the pain)
(Take me) You promise you promise that you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

(Take me) I wish that you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) This face in front of me (To pull me up take the wheel)
(Take me) You're sorry you swear it you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close



hadehhh,, ni laguu kerenn banged.. /thumb /fun /fun


kulihat kerut di wajah mama
aku tersadar mama semakin tua

dan aku sangat tidak terima...

aku terjaga dari tdr yg hanya sebentar.. alunan adzan berkumandang, kali ini terasa sangat indah. mengingat telah lama ku simpan sajadah dalam lemari membuatku rindu percikan air wudhu. seandainya perasaan ini datang disaat aku tdk berhalangan..
seandainya keinginan ini datang di setiap ku dengar kumandang adzan..
ya Allah, berikan hamba pengampunanMu, taubatMu, jalan padaMu..
amin ya rabbal alamiin.


*kadang, kita tdk pernah tau kapan kita bs benar2 taubat dan berserah diri penuh padaNya, tapi semua itu pastinya berawal dari niat yg sungguh2 di dalam hati. sayapun merasa bosan seperti ini, semoga kita semua mampu bersungguh2 untuk taat dan bertaubat kembali ke jalanNya.. amin..